If You Abuse Someone On A Regular Basis...|
[Most Recent Entries]
Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in
Abused With An ED's LiveJournal:
|Sunday, May 20th, 2007|
I'm hayley and i'm new here :)
I decided that i best write a little bit of my story..
hope i'm welcome here!
|Wednesday, February 14th, 2007|
Age: 20 yrs old
Type of Abuse (if you want to vent here at all, get your hostilty out and give us details, dont worry, its ok). sexual, physical, emotional, mental, you name it
How long did it go on?: from ages 6-14.
Is it still going on?no. he moved away when i was in 9th grade b/c my mom kicked him out for being on drugs. i now live in a completely different area
Type of ED (if you have one)bulimia
How long did it last/still going?: since i was about 10
What are you looking for when You post here?: compassion and understanding
Your story: My dad was my abuser, he still buys me things and sends money but i take the gift and toss the card. Have been in and out of psych. hospitals for 5 years, longest stay was 8 months on a trauma/dissociative disorders unit. I work in retail as a supervisor. I have DID (was called multiple personality disorder) and im working towards integration. I live in a group home for now. I'm waiting to get a car from my parents even though i haven't spoken to my dad in 4 years. That's enough i guess, I don't want to write a novel. <3,
-loserbabydoll Current Mood: apathetic
|Monday, February 5th, 2007|
sa_art Current Mood: anxious
Please join if you are interested.
Post your artwork.
We are just getting started.
|Sunday, January 14th, 2007|
i'm completely aware that this is an ED community.
but seeing as i'm anorexic due to abuse, i feel the need to ask something.
Does anyone know whether oral sex is rape?
I mean rape in the sense of a 5 year old recieving oral sex from a 60 year old.
It's just one of they questions that has been bugging me.
Thanksx Current Mood: confused
|Sunday, January 7th, 2007|
Hey everyone .. i'm new to this.
Type of Abuse: sexual & mental
How long did it go on: from the earliest i can remember up until last year.
Is it still going on? Nope, i don't think he likes the fact that i'm growing and i'm not a child anymore.
Type of ED: anorexia/bulimia
How long did it last/still going?: emm from what i remember .. 8 years.
What are you looking for when You post here?: just to meet people with similar problems, people i can relate with.
I was sexually abused and raped by my grandad.
I still see him.
I once was a happy person.. he changed that.
I'm now very depressed and have many problems.
No matter how much i hate my past, i don't feel as if i'm ready to move on because i have alot of unanswered questions.
Why did he do it?
Was it all about power? Control?
Or did he find someone my age sexually attractive?
.. I guess i'll never know.
xx Current Mood: yet happy to find this place:)
|Monday, June 12th, 2006|
Abuse Awareness Podcast: Forgive the Wait
Hi. My name is Kim. My friend Nikki and I have started a podcast about abuse and sexual abuse - the causes, societal views, effects of abuse, breaking the silence, how to prevent it from happening, and how to educate the general populace on the subject. There's a whole lot more to it and we'd like to invite you to take a listen.
If you want to find out more, we welcome you to view our journal. You'll find out what a podcast is, how to listen, and details on the podcast show itself.http://forgivethewait.livejournal.com/
|Sunday, March 26th, 2006|
Name/Alias : Lacey
Age : 17
Type of Abuse (if you want to vent here at all, get your hostilty out and give us details, dont worry, its ok). sexual
How long did it go on? : when i was 8 or 9 for a year
Is it still going on? no
Type of ED (if you have one): anorexia
How long did it last/still going? still going
What are you looking for when You post here? people who truly understand and care, intellectual, open-minded people
Your story: sorry I'd rather not post my story at this time.
|Monday, July 18th, 2005|
Type of Abuse (if you want to vent here at all, get your hostilty out and give us details, dont worry, its ok).
How long did it go on?
Only once. I was 7
Is it still going on?
Type of ED (if you have one):
How long did it last/still going?
Since I was 9
What are you looking for when You post here?
Support and understanding. Someone I can trust and talk to, and someone who can trust and talk to me
*clenches teeth* Maybe later....not yet....sorry
Current Mood: drained
Type of Abuse (if you want to vent here at all, get your hostilty out and give us details, dont worry, its ok): sexual, some physical
How long did it go on: i dunno... a year or 2. i think i was about 8
Is it still going on? No thank god
Type of ED (if you have one): anorexia
How long did it last/still going? about 7 months ago, after i started self harming (9 months ago)
What are you looking for when You post here? someone who has similarities that i can openly talk to
Your story: it was my brother. he would have been 12 or 13. i never knew what was going on i just did what i was told because i looked up to him and didnt know it was wrong. now that i look back on it i feel so bad, so dirty and so promiscuous. i just hate everything about myself. but i get this awesome immaculte feeling of control when i cut or starve myself and i love it so much. Current Mood: crushed
|Friday, July 8th, 2005|
scared of being too scared
i don't know if anyone reads this but i really need some help so i thought i'd post anyway. basically, i'm going out with this guy who i really really like, and even tho we're both only 18, we've already talked about marriage. not for right now, but possibly sometime in the future. (no premarital sex cuz we're both religious). since we've spoken about that, i've been experiencing the weirdest thing. basically, i've been having flashback-type moments of the future. i get visions of myself not being able to give him what it is he needs. and i assume this is a somewhat normal fear, but i find it mostly relating to my not being able to perform sexually because it brings up too much of the past. k, so this is probably somewhat normal considering that i was sexually abused, but i've been in therapy for it adn i thought i had gotten over it. Does anyone else out there know what i'm talking about, or has anyone else ever experienced anything similar? Current Mood: afraid i will be too scared
|Saturday, May 7th, 2005|
Hi, new here.
Type of Abuse (if you want to vent here at all, get your hostilty out and give us details, dont worry, its ok): Sexual
How long did it go on? between the ages of 11 and 16
Is it still going on? no, god no
Type of ED (if you have one): originally anorexia, then bulimia, and now i've been in recovery for aabout 6 months after being hospitalized 3 times but it's still a constant struggle for me.
How long did it last/still going? started when i was 11 and progressed until i was hospitalized a little more than a year ago.
What are you looking for when You post here? To meet others who struggle with similar issues as me and connect with and be able to empathize and comfort.
I was sexually abused by a close relative and i'm still trying to come to terms with it. Goddammit, it hurts like hell.
right now i'm not so comfortable sharing it all but maybe once i do, i'll continue sharing. Current Mood: okay, glad to have found y'all
|Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005|
Type of Abuse .Sexual
How long did it go on?About 2 years
Is it still going on? NOPE! I cut myself and asked him to imagine what Id do to him
Type of ED .EDNOS
How long did it last/still going?Still going
What are you looking for when You post here? Advice, And I want to help others like me
I know that I am moderator, but I don't want to talk about it yet, all i will say is plungers, and ice, and ciggarette burns.